Wednesday, February 12, 2014

Not so sunny

It's been a couple of weeks so I should probably add something here. I'm trying to think what to blog about. I guess it will just be a run down. 

I am 2 weeks past leg vein surgery. It is so strange to look at my knee and have flat skin where a major coil has been for the past 20+ years. I still have some bruising just above my knee and yellow bruises along the incision areas. But all in all, it looks great. I think I will be glad I did it. 
Still keeping the photo small. It's just dash marks, no wound shot. 

I found out about a job literally (true use, not exaggeration) literally within minutes of it opening up. I called the company THAT day. With a few follow up calls and a couple of emails trying to find out where it would be posted and what was needed to apply. I really wanted a chance to persue this job. I felt like it would be a good one for me and that I would be good for it. I started dreaming myself into it to make sure I could work with the travel and time that it would require. Last night I finally got a response that they had been interviewing and were about to fill the position. I have been so sad about it today. I'm bummed that after how many times and ways I tried to find information, to have never been contacted until it was too late. I have teased that anything I dream about goes away. There is this quote 

 Well if I dream it, it dies. I am trying to not be cynical. I'm trying to trust that God has a better plan for me. But I have cried today. I feel like opportunities pass me by. Especially once I start picturing myself in it. Sometimes I hardly dare to dream. 



I lived in a neighborhood for 7 years. We left it a year and a half ago. Last night I was asked to come back and teach a class. I tried to defer to some of the far more skilled ladies in that area when I realized they just wanted me to get my butt up there to visit. It was strange to be 1 1/2 years away but to return to these ladies that I had served with and have so many stories with. It was nice and comfortable. 

I made a favorite treat. Cookie Dough Truffles.
I had to threaten my kids to not eat them then promise I would have more after the class. So now I need to go dip another batch. For home peace.

I need some projects. I've got a table to work on but I would like it a bit warmer to work outside. And it's raining. So that doesn't help. I'll get back to it soon I'm sure. 



Cookie Dough Truffles

Delicious little cookie dough chocolates. A major favorite.
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INGREDIENTS

    • 3/4 cup butter. (1 1/2 cubes)
    • 1 3/4 cup packed brown sugar
    • 3 cup flour
    • 1 can sweetened condensed milk
    • 1 1/4 tsp vanilla
    • 2/3 cup mini chocolate chips
  • dipping chocolate


    INSTRUCTIONS

      1. In a mixing bowl, cream butter and brown sugar until light and fluffy
      2. Add flour, sweet milk and vanilla mix well
      3. Stir in chocolate chips
      4. Shape in to balls
      5. Place on baking sheets refrigerate until firm
    • melt dipping chocolate

      1. Can melt in microwave in short bursts (1 min at a time) stirring often.
      2. Can also use crockpot on a low setting



    Monday, January 27, 2014

    Sundancing

    WHAT A WEEK! 


    I have always wanted to participate in the Sundance film festival. I worked in Park City for 5 years and lived 15 min away for 7 but never volunteered. Partly due to working. Partly due to kids ages.
    Also, I was already there. 

    I have walked around main street to "Star gaze /Celeb stalk" almost every year I was up there. I guess I felt like I had covered it enough for the time but I always knew I would join in at some point. 

    When I saw a link to a sign up I just did it. I would figure out how when the time came. I just know you can't move ahead by standing still so I jumped.

    I got called and interviewed and I thought it went well. But then I received an email that the spots were filled so I brushed that off figuring it wasn't time yet. A few days later the Volunteer staff person that interviewed me called me back and said she had a job for me. We set up that I would be at the Eccles ( main theater) working crowd control. I signed up for 5 days/shifts.



    I arrive for my first shift (festival day 6) having no idea where to go. I get pointed in a direction and given a job working in the lobby of the Theatre. In that job I get to sneak in and watch 2 films. The 2nd  day I was assigned to sit inside the theater by the entry with a flashlight, keep the curtain shut and light the way for people leaving or re- entering. I did such a good job they had me there again the 3rd day. Then I started looking at peoples credentials and realized everyone in the theaters said "Theater Team" Mine said Crowd Liaison. I was in the wrong place. I didn't want to be unable to volunteer next year because I wasn't showing up for my shifts when I was really just in the wrong place so I ratted myself out. :-)  
    The next day I arrived and was placed in the ticket holder tent. I was kind of bummed. But I was able to talk to the great team members and enjoyed the attendees that I was ordering around. 
    (nicely and with a smile of course) 
    I finished my last day with a team switch and met a whole new group of people.  So my experience was very broken and I was never "part of a team" But I got to experience a few sides of the work and hopefully expand my usefulness.

    I attended the opening party where I glommed onto a nice group of kids that talked to me. (I'm 40, kids are anyone under that age) I also attended the closing party which had decent food, loud music and a great opportunity to say good bye to new friends. 


    We all got cool jackets. you can see them in this video that was shown before every wednesday movie for Volunteer appreciation day.  



    As we Loaded the theater for Dear White People I noticed William H. Macey walk by. I said "Mr Macey, It is so nice to see you."  He kind of moved to walk on but leaned back and said "It's nice to be seen." Later he came to the back of the theater and stood right next to me for a while. I didn't realize it was him, which was probably good. I just let him be. He spent quite a bit of time around Eccles. He had a movie premiere there (Rudderless) and maybe he wanted to see how it was going to flow. I heard high praise for his film. He also talked with many volunteers. He was just low key and kind. I love when you see the good side of people.
    I came home exhausted, sore and with no voice. 

    I can hardly wait to do it again next year. 


    I will tell you about the movies I saw. They DID contain language.
    Yes. I have stepped onto that "Slippery Slope." 
    I was at a film fest where you see great projects and well thought out stories. 
     I also got to see Q&A's with some of the stars and directors. 

    Following is the movies I saw, their IMDB Summary and my quick comments in Orange. 


    A Trip To Italy. Two comedians, six meals, six different places on a road trip around Italy. Staring: Steve Coogan & Rob Brydon.   Attendees called it Food Porn. It was enjoyable. Lots of talking, impersonations and Pasta. Both actors attended the Q&A
    Hellion.  A motocross obsessed, 13 year old, Jacob's increasing delinquent behavior forces CPS to place his little brother Wes, with his aunt. Jacob and his emotionally absent father must finally take responsibility for their actions and for each other to bring Wes home. Aaron Paul, Juliette Lewis, Josh Wiggins.  I thought this movie was Great. The story was really well done. Acting was fantastic. Especially being carried by a young kid. Probably the Best movie I saw. 
    Hits. A comedy exploring the nature of fame in 21st century, You Tube america. Takes place in a small upstate New York town. populated by people who trade in unrealistic expectations. It's a story in which fame, delusion, and recklessness meet, shake hands, and disrupt the lives around them.  A teen girl wants fame anyway she can get it. But instead, everyone around her keep finding the notoriety she craves. Directed by David Cross who's Q&A was almost a 15 min stand up. This movie tells a great story of You Tube culture and jumping on the wagon before you even know where it might be going. 
    Skeleton Twins  When estranged twins Maggie and Milo feel that the're at the end of their ropes an unexpected reunion forces them to confront why their lives went so wrong. As they reconnect, they realize the key to fixing their lives may just lie in repairing their relationship. 
    Kristin Wigg, Ty Burrell, Bill Hader. This quickly became a favorite for everyone. It was funny, touching, Well written and acted. Only the director was there for the Q&A It won the Waldo Salt Screenwriting Award
    Happy Christmas. Irresponsible 20-something Jenny arrives in Chicago to live with her older brother Jeff, a young filmmaker living a happy existence with his novelist wife and their two-year-old son. Jenny's arrival shakes up their quiet domesticity. Lots of Pot smoking and lena dunham. My shift ended, I left. 



    To be perfectly honest, I was not too excited for the next 3 films. But I had just realized I was in the wrong place and didn't want to get booted out when I was totally unprepared for the cold (I had left extra layers home since I was working inside) So I just did my job. 

    The VoicesA disturbed factory worker who hears advice from his pet dog and cat is implicated in the accidental death of his co-worker. . This is NOT a Talking Dog movie. This is a DARK comedy. Well written, well acted, well directed. but gruesome and bloody. I had my head down a bit. But in the end, I hate to admit, I thought it was really good. Probably can't recommend it to many though. Director only for Q&A

    Life After Beth, Zach is devastated after his girlfriend, Beth, unexpectedly dies. When she suddenly rises from the dead, he sees it as a second chance and decides to do and say every thing he wishes he had while she was still alive. Anna Kendrick, Aubrey Plaza, Molly Shannon, John C Reilly, Paul Reiser. Not generally a fan of Zombie movies. And the lead photo that they keep putting on everything is probably The Worst shot they could have picked and it is out of context. This movie was hilarious. Not a gory,graphic, flesh eating movie but it IS a zombie movie. In the vein of Warm Bodies.

    Dear White People, At a prestigious University, biracial student Samantha White begins her radio show, "Dear White People, the amount of black friends required not to seem racist has just been raised to two. Sorry, your weed man, Tyrone, doesn't count." She becomes president of the all-black residential hall, whose existence is facing extinction in the name of diversification. A TV reality show smells gold in Sam's story and decides to follow it, rejecting the proposal of fellow black student Coco Conners, who pitched her own show and through misguided ways tries to convince them to go with her idea. This also becomes a career-defining opportunity for black misfit Lionel Higgins when he is asked to join the school's lily-white newspaper staff to cover the controversy, even though he secretly knows little about black culture. Didn't think I was their target audience. Wasn't sure I would enjoy it. I was wrong. This movie was really good. Not sure what to say about it. but I thought the cast was great. It was funny and a great story. 
    winner of U.S. Dramatic Special Jury Award for Breakthrough Talent




    Tuesday, January 14, 2014

    Wreath Makeover

    LONG ago I saw this wreath in a magazine and fell in love. I thought he was so cute. I am not sure how long ago he dates back to. I would guess he has graced my Christmas front door for at least 10-12 years. I have changed my tree at least 3 times in his "life". Every time I bring him out I profess my love.  


    I am not sure how you properly measure a wreath but measuring the frames the 
    bottom is 25" middle is 15" top is 12" 
    Not taking into account the spread of the boughs(?) 
    His arms are just 2 sticks from the yard. I have changed his scarf and hat a couple of times, I think another accessory change will be coming for next year. 

    Throughout this years appearance I have felt like he needed a major update. This feeling was made stronger when my favorite blogger put up the following tutorial on her blog. 

    I again refer you to the wonderful www.epbot.com where she transformed an old 
    Christmas tree into some she was seeing for $400. 

    Check out the link here
    http://www.epbot.com/2011/12/diy-upgrade-for-your-christmas-tree.html 

    So using Jen's idea I laid out an old sheet and turned on another round of Agents of Shield.


    Seriously. Light weight spackle, water and a .99cent  brush. Thats all it takes. 
    mix the spackle with water to the consistency you would like. 
    I wanted mine to be kind of a light "dusting" so I thinned it out pretty good. 


     Dab it on as thick or as thin as you like.
    Below I did a sample a little thicker. Just to show ya. 



    It was so fun to watch this transform. It was so easy and it was a good way to 
    really spread out each branch



    It took me probably 1 1/2 hours to do this whole thing. maybe less. I did need to stop a couple of times. (Agents of Shield should probably not be multitasked) 


    This is the only before shot I took.  

    And after. 


    I still love him. 
    I like the update. I may even add a bit more on the branches that are further out front. I just gave it a pretty good mauling to check and it is very strong and secure. 
    Epbot Jen did a followup of her own. She shrink-wraps her tree for the year. This was her second time pulling it out of the wrap and it still looks great. 

    Simple -Cheep way to change the look of your greenery.
    I think the Spackle was just over $6. $2 for the tray and .99 for the brush. So under $10.

    Now I have 3 wreaths on porch lights and a long bough over the front window.  
    They might all get this treatment before next year.  




    Tuesday, January 7, 2014

    Doctor Who, Ugly legs & Sundance Film festival.

    Looks like I took 2 weeks off. Didn't want to make it 3. But I really have very little to share. So this will be a quick update / filler post and we'll see what we can come up with for next Tuesday.


    #1. I did another Doctor visit for my ugly veins. The first Doctor I went to wasn't on my insurance so I had to start over. I scheduled my little surgery thing for the 28 of January. I was given some lovely "shorts" to wear for the appointment. wanna see.  



    Yep. Totally Hot.  
    See the ugly lumps above the knee. Yeah, Those are going Bye, Bye. 
    Do I do before and afters? 
    If I do, I promise they will be post healing not be post op. 

    I kind of HATE injury photos and would appreciate people NOT posting these nasty, 
    gaping wounds on my Facebook feed. 




    2. I am currently -without Project- I am in the middle of Nothing. I decided to just chill out for the holidays and I have enjoyed that.  Also, It's cold. I'm not nice when I'm cold. So I won't be working outside until the temperature raises a bunch of notches. 


    3. Although, I did just buy a large table in need of a sand down and repaint. So I'll get to that once it does warm up.  I am excited for this one.



    4. My favorite blog www.Epbot.com  Has a cool tutorial that will probably be my next post. 
    (One of her photos.)  

    Making sure her watermark is on there. 
    I am going to use her flocking technique on my favorite wreath. SO the next real post might be Christmas still. But I have time now. 
    Heres the Tutorial link just in case you want to peak ahead. 
    http://www.epbot.com/2013/12/easy-diy-tree-wreath-flocking-redux.html



    5. I am volunteering at the Sundance Film Festival. 

    I have always wanted to. I used to live 15 minutes away from Park City but was always working. 
    Now, I'm not. 
    So why not do it. 
    I am excited that I get to participate. There are 2 shows I will probably not watch, but otherwise, 
    I think I have a good schedule.  


    6. A little over a year ago I told my "Geek" daughter that she should try out Doctor Who.   


    She instantly loved it. She shared it with her sister and brother and our home was filled with "Hoovians". I wanted to watch it, but wanted to start from the beginning rather than just jump in. 
    I knew it would be a pretty good haul.  So I waited.  

    In the process, I grew to know about everything there was to know without actually watching. Over Christmas I finally started from Christopher Eccleston who was the Doctor for the 2005 revival. I just watched the first Donna Noble -companion episode. I really like Doctor Who. Yes it is delivered with a good chunk of "cheese". What's not to like about that? One of my kids pointed out the Doctors "Human's are amazing" speeches throughout  the series. It is a fun, encouraging show. I am looking forward to the new Doctor and what they do with him. 

    Ok, Thats more than enough rambling. I hope you have a lovely week. 

    Monday, December 16, 2013

    Christmas Bough

    Another idea I have been seeing on Pinterest. I have a wall that just feels big and empty but it is in a hallway and is easily bumped. I wanted something there but it needed to not take too much space. 

    I Gathered up these items 
     (I actually had a different -Perfect- stick with a little more bend but I couldn't find it. 
    I am guessing it will show up next march when the snow melts.)  


    Wired the boughs (from Michaels) on the stick 

    Add the berries and a Bow. 

    I hung it up using Command Strip hooks to see how it was looking. 

    Then added a few ornaments. 




    I like how it turned out and it doesn't stand out from the wall too far.

    I'm done decking my halls. Being ready for Christmas is a bit off, I'm sure we'll get there this week  :-)


    Have a wonderful Christmas. 

    Wednesday, December 11, 2013

    Plate stands

    These are all over pinterest. So I am not bringing you anything new and exciting. It was just something I decided to try and to share. 

    I went to the local thrift shop and found groupings of plates that I liked. 


    Then I picked out a few glass pieces. cups, wine glasses, candle holders, what ever grabs your eye. 



    Make sure to use a nice, strong glue. I am Loving the E-6000 glue lately.  


    Then you just layer them largest to smallest. 









    A couple of tips. 
                         My Sister-in-law suggested, make sure the edges of your glass piece are smooth, not scalloped. Makes for smoother adhesian. 

    I think shorter glass pieces are better. I had found this nifty, blue cocktail glass but realized it was going to be Way too tall. 

    My family has an annual Fondu party the Saturday before Christmas. 
    We have So many items on platters. 
    (Bread, veggies, meatballs, chicken nuggets, Little Smokies,  shrimp and the 3 favorites, Carrots, Apples, Grapes. -I'm not kidding. they rock in cheese)  
    I think our family selection of these towers will save space and work nicely. 




    One more thing,
    I have had nasty, varicose veins since high school. They hurt and are ugly. I avoid bare legs as much as possible all year because of them. On Monday, the big one on my knee got bumped some how and burst. It hurt SO stinkin bad and left a nasty bruise. I've decided it is time I do something about it. I go to a screening tomorrow to have them looked over. I hate thinking about how they fix them and I am nervous to do it. But I am quite excited to have them done. 
    I might actually buy a cute pair of shorts this spring.  
    (Which I am SO ready for and Winter hasn't even officially started) 

    So wish me luck and if you have dealt with ugly leg veins… Well.. I'm not sure I want to hear about it.  Good stories maybe. To encourage and ease the nerves. 

    Have a wonderful week.   

    Sunday, December 8, 2013

    A year ago today… The unadvertised post

    I don't usually live keeping track of dates. But this week is filled with "A year ago..."

    A year ago yesterday (Saturday) my mother contacted us concerned that Dad might die that night.. She didn't want to be alone. She asked if one of us could sleep over. I went straight to her house. Mark came soon after and Matt, then Jill followed by Jeff. We all gathered by our parents to face this sad time together. The only one not able to be there was my brother in Las Vegas. We surrounded my Dads bed. We talked to him, around him and over him. We told stories and shared memories. Laughing and crying. Dad wasn't really aware of us but we all held onto him until he got agitated and shooed us away. We went out of the room to find food. One brother consumed countless bowls of cereal and a few tortillas. It felt like when we were all kids together. We all slept with an ear on Dads breathing.

    The next day we once again gathered around Dads bed. We told him it was ok for him to go. "Go where?" He asked. Back to Heaveny Father. "Not yet" he said. Then he looked around at each of us and said "oh, you're all here." Then he had the boys help him out to his chair in the family room. He sat with us for a while. 

    My own family was getting ready to leave on a long planned trip. So A year ago today I loaded them up and we drove back to say good bye to their awesome grandpa. He hugged each of us and gave encouraging words to my children. His Bishop stopped by and offered the sacrament to my parents. Because I hadn't been to church that day I was asked to join in too. A year ago today I accompanied my Dad as he participated in his final ordinance. What a blessing that was.

    A year ago Thursday, we took our kids to Legoland. It was a cold, rainy day. A rare day that closed the park. We decided to go find food. We were just finishing lunch at PF Changs in Carlsbad California when Mom called to tell me Dad had died. As my Hubbs was driving us back to Anaheim, I asked him to stay close to the ocean for a while. We soon found Laguna Beach.  I recognized it instantly from childhood trips. We walked out to a mound of rocks. And spent an hour exploring tide pools, taking in the cool ocean breeze with tears flowing. It was A beautiful, healing place.

    It is 1:50 am. I want to sleep but tonight I am consumed by "A year ago.. I am not sure if last year hurt as much as this year is.  I read a quote from a book that said 

    "The only way to remove pain from death is to remove love from life." 

    My Dad was a wonderful man that enjoyed family, adventure, good food, getting lost, and being surrounded by family and good friends. I was raised with lots of love. I am thankful to have had a Dad that's worth missing. This week I will keep in mind two songs from his funeral Be Still My Soul and There Is Sunshine In My Soul Today. And I will think of his humor and his kindness. I am blessed that I was his daughter.

    Not sure what is happening here. But I love this shot. On a different day My cousin Ben (in yellow) had been wiggling a tooth. Dad grabbed him, yanked it out and set him back on his feet. Ben spent the following 3 years walking out of my Dads reach.



    Covering a lot with those sunglasses.